| Location | Derby |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 29/07/2009 |
| Date of Death | 29/07/2009 |
| Visitors | 4,016 since 05/11/2009 |
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I AMRE-WRIGHTING THIS FOR YOU BEN SO I CAN SAY ALL I WANT TO PROPLEY DARLING XXXXX
On the 13th feb 09 I had my first scan il never forget the shock when the lady scaning me told me she could see 2 little babys daddy and me where so happy but alittle worryed as well 1 baby whould make 5 but to that whould be 6 little ones we had !!
We left the hospital still shocked,I kept looking at the scan pics still in shock but so happy we went straight to Nannys house to tel her everybody was realy happy and just found it so funny when we told them, Daddy and you'r uncle christopher got looking for a 8 seater car straight away and withing a week thay had swapped our car to make room for you and Harry. We were all so happy you'r big brothers and sisters couldnt wait. Nanny,Kayleigh and me went for my 20 week scan I couldnt wait to see you both I asked the person if she could tel me if you were boys or girls or 1 of each as you and Harry are non-identcal,you and Harry looked so sweet faceing each other like you were cuddling, Daddy and me were so happy that we were haveing 2 little boys to complet our family,anyway darling everythink was going realy well I never realy felt you move about much it was always Harry on the move,
at 25 weeks I saw my midwife and she found 2 very strong little heartbeats it was lovely to hear.
may the 21st I had my 26 week scan as always I was realy looking forward to seeing you both,for as long as I live darling I will never forget the look on the ladys face when she tuned and told me and daddy that you'r little heart had stoped beating- I just didnt belive it couldnt 1 of my darling twins had passed away,I countined to carry you darling for the health of Harry and you did such a good job of keeping him safe you such a good boy,for 9 weeks Ben let my self belive that you were ok that the hospital were wrong that you were ok I didnt want to belive that Id never hear you'r little cry.
on the 29th july I gave birth to you and Harry you were so Tiny darling so perfect Ben I prayd so hard that you whould cry start breathing anythink just to show me that I was right and that the hospital were wrong that you were ok that I was going to lever that hospital with both my darling little baby boys.
The day after Harry and me were aload home I sat outside that hospital and cryed so much Ben It felt so wrong I was leveing my darling baby they I wanted to run back in to find you and bring you home it was wrong just so wrong I wanted you so much, the next few weeks passed in abit of a daze I was trying to be happy coz I had Harry but my heart was breaking because my darling Ben wasnt they with us.
On monday the 17th of august at 9.30 we laid you to rest darling Daddy,Mummy,Harry,Nanny,Grandad and you'r aunties and uncles all were they to say goodbye I couldnt belive what I was doing I was burying my baby I wanted it to be a bad dream,but it wasnt I dont rember what was said I just stard at you'r little coffin so meany tears I could hardly see, Daddy and you'r Grandad lowed you'r tiny coffin in to the ground I wanted to scream at them tel them to stop but I couldnt I couldnt move let alone speck I wanted it all to stop to just be holding you in my arms with Harry.
We sent you to heven with lots of little gifts darling and I hope you like them all?
Everyday I cry for you Ben the pain is so bad but I no I have to stay strong for you'r brothers and sisters but its so hard when I love and miss you so much.
MY DARLING ANGEL BEN WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH AND WISH YOU WERE HERE XXXX
SLEEP TIGHT LITTLE DARLING YOU'R FOREVER IN MY HEART AND ALWAYS ON MY MIND XXXXXXXXX
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♥ ~ Love is a canvas,furnished by Nature and embroidered by imagination ♥
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♥ Hello Angel ♥
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Another month another year another smile another tear another winter summer too but my darling baby Ben there will never be another you xoxoxoxoxox
We think of you in silence we always say you'r name for what it meant to loss you sweetheart only we will ever know .
People say that time is a healer and maybe that is true but Ben our darling angel we only ever wanted to spend our time with you .
OUR ANGEL IN THE SKY OUR LITTLE TWINKLING STAR WE LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANY WORDS COULD EVER SAY AND MISS YOU MORE EACH PASSING DAY XOXOXOXOXOXOX
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Have A Heavenly New Year ♥ Ben ♥ ~ Love,And Peace To You And Your Family -x-X-x-X-x
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.….\__/..Merry Christmas Ben...Mistletoe -x- kisses -x-and lots of love ♥
WE MISS YOU BEN
Another month another year another smile another tear another winter summer too but there will never be another you .
Ben our darling angel we love you so much and with every beat of my heart I miss you and always will till the day we meet again x
I hope you like you Christmas decorations we put on you'r little garden darling I wish you were here so much and that you could have been helping mummy put the decorations up in the house with you'r brothers,sisters and Harry . x
Ben our sweet angel we all love you darling and always will sleep tight mummy's baby boy xxxxxx
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